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The New American Sessions

by Cid

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1.
Fredurst 02:32
I make my own decisions I am the man in charge I'm dying for direction But faith is all I got I want you to want me I need you to need me I'd love you to love me When I'm on the TV I can't explain why it hurts so bad I'm fucking rich, and I hate my dad My whole exterior, it seems so sad And I'm not going to take it from you
2.
Follow You 04:49
When night comes down I get so low here That's when your feet fall through the floor And you're so sick of being hated Your first impression's such a bore Why should I hate myself for lying? When we are all to make ends meet Though I can't help myself, I'm trying But you done made an ass of me I'm not going to follow you I'm not going to follow you anymore Anymore Just one more sympathetic liar Running on generosity And I'm so sick of being used I guess I get what I receive Why should I hate myself for denying What makes us all lack self esteem? The users can be used, so use them But please don't dare try to use me I'm not going to follow you I'm not going to follow you anymore Anymore
3.
Alabama 06:32
Let the sunset watch you, as you lift her body slowly into the car Let the drugs release you from the guilt you feel for taking it this far Let the last few moments collect and swell and sink into your head Let your thoughts create a perfect alibi for where you were and Who you were with and where you were going when you found out that She was dead But just remember that I created you, and I can destroy you, if you let me And I have evidence, so they'll be beating a path to your door And dragging you out in the month of May Let my words control you since you have nothing left to lose Let the media make us a sideshow to the latest presidential scandal Let me mind you used to hurt and abuse reach out and kick you in the face Let me medication give you ecstasy or percodans or whatever is the fad in your world this week But just remember that I created you, and I can destroy you, if you let me And I have evidence, so they'll be beating a path to your door And dragging you out in the month of May I continue this verbal assault on the only person who ever really gave a fuck? And I wonder who she was And if I knew her at all But the photographs don't lie Don't fucking deny 'cause she's so cold, and your denial isn't helping her any
4.
Fedexed 04:26
She molds and then she walks away To find what she's defined Tension drags her to the floor If her mind needs to rewind There's gotta be something that will make her see the light There's gotta be someone that will make it all alright Tonight, I swear I never cared She says my conscience slows her down In such confusing ways But she's in my bedroom now She's been asleep for days There's gotta be something that will make her see the light There's gotta be someone that will make it all alright Tonight, I swear I never cared for you
5.
Panophobia 06:29
We spend so much time recalling how the world has kept us down That it gives us fear of happiness, 'cause we're so used to it by now And it's not my imagination; I know exactly how you feel When you've disappointed everyone and you're no good to yourself And you've got nowhere to go And you don't know what they know But you're not afraid We are not afraid of ourselves We are not afraid Disappropriate the message and twist it up until it bleeds Yeah, I know I should stop lying, but yet it seems so natural to me 'Cause I don't remember anything and I'm in fear of being dumb You can understand me perfectly - you take the words right from my mouth And you've got nowhere to go And you don't know what they know But you're not afraid We are not afraid of ourselves We are not afraid
6.
She's coming, and I don't know why All I did was say nothing and give her the eye I can't get away with this, there's got to be some more She's got the reputation of a whore And I can't get away with this, I'm giving myself away Golddigging bitches always tell you with the moves that they make So I'm going to find out when she walks over me I'm going to find out when she walks over me It's a cancer; you know it's not real Obviously a fracture on our world's bitter shield You told me not to talk this way; I told you to fuck yourself I wouldn't give up to anybody else So you may have a problem that is just too hard to solve Why not put my name in a hat and kill me off like JFK 'Cause I'm going to find out when she walks over me I'm going to find out when it blows up in my face
7.
When I look into your eyes Every hour, on the hour, they roll back into your head And I'm sitting here wondering why anyone would want you dead You seem so harmless; after all, you're in the nude But your wandering eye sorts you out I bet you're sitting here wondering what all of this is all about I guess your guess is as good as mine I just can't forget all the times we said we were good for each other And I need you like a breath of fresh air That I would need after I was dead And I'm never coming back again to see you Writing corporate letters...
8.
Feels like I'm on some kind of powertrip All this going through my head I got another chance to be alone and I'm ruining it Next time I feel, I wonder if it'll feel the same way again And I'm leaving you for money Hope to catch you around the bend I'm coming down I'm coming down I'm coming down Feels like I'm on some kind of crucifix What is going through my head? I got another chance to save my life and I'm ruining it Next time I feel, I wonder if it'll feel the same way again And I'm leaving you for New York City Hope to catch you around the bend I'm coming down I'm coming down I'm coming down
9.
'Cause I got no point of reference, and I got no reasoning I just wanna be your scapegoat, but I ain't got time to be there With your fucked up situations and your lack of decency I don't wanna take the blame for your impossibilities If you got no time for action then you got no time to talk And I don't wanna be your victim I just want you to lay your money down And I guess there's no point in asking why the end will never come
10.
If it's the last thing that I do Don't expect me to care for you If it's the last thing that I do I won't take it If it's the last thing that you need Don't expect any help from me If it's the last thing that I do I won't take it
11.
Inside an elevated mind, her heart encaptures all of mine Be sure to make your mark complete, or you just might not make the grade This is the last time I'll explain - you catch my drift? I'll pray for you 'Cause I know the world is in your hands And I know she's never coming down She tried to crucify herself on a hangar in her room She's got the antichrist in me begging to be exposed I've got no will to continue, but if you give me half the chance, I might 'Cause I know the world is in your hands And I know she's never coming down
12.
I wonder what you're like when you're not medicated Said I wonder what you're like when you're not medicated If you're anything like me, then you're certain to be a victim of doubt Well, it's been sixteen hours, so I guess that we're damned to find out Well, the moment's arrived, and I'm still alive despite all you said And the cops all agree that your eyes match the bullet marks in my head And I'm not really sure why I've taken this as far as I have I need a message for the burned out I wonder what you're like when you're not medicated I wonder what you're like when you're not medicated If you're anything like me, you're destined to be a victim of doubt Well, it's been sixteen hours, so I guess that we're damned to find out Well, the moment's arrived, and you're still alive despite all I've said And the cops all agree that my eyes match the bullet marks in your head And I'm not really sure why I've taken this thing as far as I have Leaving a message for all the burned out
13.
Energy 04:49
I got another fucking message for another heartless bitch You need to get your head straight - you need to crawl out of the ditch I never thought you could be so shameful I never thought you could be so rude I never thought you were that stupid You almost ruined my mood The atmosphere at home Is there something wrong? Is there something troubling you? At least you have a conscience... Oh, I'm so glad I finally got to meet you You kept me safe from harm I'm so glad I finally got to feel you From energy to alarm Oh, I'm so glad I finally got to meet you Now I know that you're wrong Oh, I'm so glad I finally learned my lesson Now, let me show you how it's done Or better yet, humiliate me and show the world that I'm a fraud But you can bet your bottom dollar that it won't be easily done The atmosphere at home Is there something wrong? Is there something troubling you? Well, there should be You should never sleep at night Oh, I'm so glad I finally got to meet you You kept me safe from harm I'm so glad I finally got to feel you From energy to alarm Oh, I'm so glad I finally got to meet you Now I know that you're wrong Oh, I'm so glad I finally learned my lesson Now, let me show you how it's done

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released August 3, 2000

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